Day 19

So, it’s day 19 of this adventure. What I want you to know so far…

On day 19, this is what I’m experiencing:

1. Sexually, I feel arousal as a full body experience. For example, I put in TurboFire with Chalene Johnson, and felt that she was hot in every square inch of my body.
2. “Down there,” as they say, it’s pretty well limp at this point. I can still orgasm. Sterility is coming later…
3. Feelings: feelings are more intense and will continue to intensify. It’s not the dreaded mood swings that will come later, but I feel things in a place I’ve never felt before. Then again, I’m not sure this is much of a change, as I am an empath and have always felt things deeply.
4. More people are coming on board. Told more people at the Gender SAFE potluck yesterday, and got warm hugs.

Down the line is breast growth. That should start in a couple weeks, and that can be painful.

Surgery is an “I don’t know” at this point. I just started hormones, and I won’t even think seriously about it until I’m good and ready to.